PiEcE oF pApEr...

another entry from my previous blog...
did you ever wanted something so bad that you've been dreaming about it since the day you found out that you will have it in a month or 2 months time? then when the time came that you thought you'll have it, you realise that it was not meant for you even though there was a solid evidence? you feel depressed and you suddenly feel this urge of wanting to get drunk and and then your friends ask you to go to CBTL to have coffee, kill time and pour out the unnecessary disappointments of your life. You decide to go with them and talk about anything, everything that you can talk about under the wide floors of the CVGS Building. After a few hours of coffee, smoked a few cigarettes and after you laughed and cried about the different stuffs in your life, you finally realise you have more than what that stupid paper can mean to you. you have your family and your friends who listen and care about you. it doesn't suck when you don't get the things that you want--> it is because you have more than you deserve... and that's what i have.